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hm so i kinda want to write a big
entry, cuz i have no life, seriously. i dont think its gonna happen,
cuz i normally dont have a lot to say on things like this.
so ill just write about stuff in my life, # 1 =friends!
cate [taylor]:
she's always there for me, no matter
what. i can talk to her about anything, and i know that if she
disagrees, she'll tell me. we argue, have bitch fights [:o)], laugh,
cry, talk, yell, sing, or sit in silence. i know what shes thinking
from her facial expression, she sometimes can read my mind, which is
kinda odd. we have so many inside jokes, its insaneee. although i
havent talked to her much lately, i know i can turn to her, anytime,
and she'll be there. what other friend would hit on cy-falls guys with
me? and then fall down the bleachers? and discuss a really awesome
sci-fi series with? or share romance books? or call crying and have her
calm you down? yea, that'd be cate. shes the best, and im so glad i met
her.
emily [em]:
a downright awesome person. she can
make you laugh, or freaking mad. laughs in the funniest positions, is
GORGEOUS [she wont admit it!], can pull off the preppy looks, has a flipflop
tan, and can make a joke out of anything. if you ever want some
entertainment, there ya go. you can have a pretty serious conversation
also, and you can always expect her opinon, cuz shes not afraid to tell
it. she doesnt care if its her against everyone, cuz she stands her
ground and sticks with what she thinks is right. shes also great at
making up secret pacts, its great fun! i dont know what i'd do without
her, and if she DID die, i would be sad. and contrary to what she
believes, band is cool! but seriously, shes the coolest person ill
probably ever meet, and for that i am eternally greatful. and of
course, her digital camera is always within reach!
lauren [mutt bunch]:
wow. this girl is crazzyyyy. she so
cool to hang around with, chill with, and eat chicken nuggets with! i
dont think ive ever had a dull moment with her. shes hilarious and
entertaining, but intentionally. not afraid to laugh at herself, which
is awesome, and has the biggest heart you could ever see. she cares
about everyone, and feels bad if you're the least bit sad. she's so
pretty too, im envious of her natural waves! and her moms just the
bomb! hah, nah but lauren is the coolest girl to hang out with. talking
to her is so easy, because she understands everything you tell her, and
offers wise insight that helps in any situation. you never feel
inferior, but rather that you're special and loved, by her, which is so
aweosme. lauren is the best friend you could ever ask for cuz she has a
huge heart, a great smile, an awesome personality, and a wonderful
sense of humor & i love her!
chiara:
ah, i love my seniors. her being one
of the 2? hah, o well. they're awesome. me and her can talk FOREVER,
about anything. and i cry with her, cuz shes so sincere in everything
she says and how she feels. ive never felt that shes hidden something
from me or is attempting to be someone shes not. shes heartfelt and i
love her to deatthh. shes excited im starting
to get into her and kyle's music, she takes me to mcdonalds to get a
mcflurry, talks to me until 4 am on CMT retreat, doesnt mind hanging
out with "kyle benson's little sister", listens to all of my shit that
i rant about, and is just a great listener. shes awesome if you need to
talk about god or your relationship with him, your drama and the way
your handling it, and music. shes gone through so much, and i wish i
could be as aware as she is when im a senior. shes a great person all
around, and im going to miss her so much next year.
erica:
ahh my CMT/Art club buddy. you
awesome senior you! erica is great, you can talk to this girl about
ANYTHING and everything under the sun. hm i believe we talked about the
7th harry potter book, the outcome, which characters will survive, and
what we hated in the foyer of the retreat center...maybe its just me
though! shes an awesome drawer, so if you ever need something done, go
to her. she'll hook you up with some fabulous stuff. she loves her
cats, and being around her friends. shes creative and fun, loves
theatre and being crazy. again, treats me as an equal, and no a little
sophomore. shes also my photoshop mentor, and obsesses over icons like
me! we click, and its awesome to have someone to turn to like erica.
shes got a great heart and is the sweetest person you'll ever find.
shes awesome, and im so glad shes in my life right now. im gonna miss
her very much next year, although we do need to have a cell convo. hm,
i believe ill call her at college randomly and start saying random
things. that should be interesting.....
kevin [paulie]:
ah, the best guy ever. we've been
through a lot these past few weeks, and ive always turned to him. he
knows exactly how im feeling, and is there to calm me down, inform me,
or cheer me up. he isnt afraid to hurt my feelings, hit me back, or
call me a guy. he cares about everything that happens to me, no matter
how small or large, and is there to talk it out on the phone that
night. we talk about everything, and its awesome to let loose and not
have him care about what im saying. i can be girly, but im also a guy
when i talk to him, cuz we all know i relate better to guys somehow. he
makes me feel special and loved, and hes my best guy friend, one of few
right now. also, he plays soccer, which is WAY high up in my book, but
we play pick-up games, and he asks where i was if i dont come, even if
i DO kick guys in places....*ahem*. he emails me to make sure im doing
ok and my day is going good, and knows if i need a hug, wanted or not.
he knows what kind of person i am, when i'm lying, and when i want to
be left alone. he has a huge heart, and is the sweetest guy ever. he
cares so much, and its great to have him in my life.
jeff [vagina]:
wow, he can make me laugh in a
heartbeat. this kid is such a great listener, and his sense of humor's
to die for. he's a great guy to have a serious conversation with or
just laugh about being a "sexy librarian". he plays with neopets, and
can turn your insults into a joke within seconds. hes great, and really
cares about people close to him. took some time to get to know him and
see the guy beneath all the gross guy jokes [but you know you love
them], but hes awesome. the 2nd part of freshman year would have never
been the same without him, and im eternally greatful he's my friend to
help cheer me up in these dreary high school days. jeff=my gay/lesbian
lover. i swear.
will [pseudo-will]:
william is my idol for music. he and i see eye to eye on music, and its excellent. we both freaking love fall
out boy, and he introduced me to them! and we both love the starting
line, taking back sunday, etc. he introduces me to new bands, i listen
and love them. hes pretty good at finding good ones. but hes a great
listener too. he takes a lot of my crap when i talk to him, and hes
great for that. i know i can talk to him about anything, cuz he really
does try to help me in the best way that he can. hes a great guy, and
im glad hes my best friend!! hah, seriously, he is.
alrighty, i think ive rambled about enough people, so on to my family!
my daddy:
hes great. the greatest dad EVER. he may look strict with his facial
expression and flat top that makes him looks like a hardened, season
marine, but hes just a goofy guy. sure, he was in the marines for 20 years, but what does that matter? hes a jokester, and messes around with anything. ok, he watches wildfire
with me, what dad would watch a teenage drama with his daughter even
though he doesnt even like the show at all?! thats called love. and he
randomly comes into my room, plops down on my lounger, and doesnt leave
for a few hours. we just chat, sing, listen to oldies, and lay in
silence. hes great to talk to about anything, and although he does get
mad at a few things, hes pretty laid back if you tell him things up
front. he hates to be lied too, and ive lost his trust quite a few
times, which im pretty sad about. its really bad when he's
"disappointed" in me, because him being disappointed is worse than
anything. we have father daughter outings, where we talk, eat, watch
movies, have days, and just do whatever. he loves when i lean on him,
hes the only one i can be clingy on, because i know he loves me doing
it. im a daddy's girl, and im his little girl. hes very protective of
me, and he makes me feel so great to be his daughter. he is strict, but
can be lenient at times. he wakes up every morning at 6, no matter what
day it is, eats breakfast and goes to work out or run, then goes off to
work. hes very dedicated to his family and his work, and he loves our
family very much. my dad's the greatest, and i would never want
anything to happen to him. hes taught me so much in my life, im just so
grateful to him.
my mommy:
my mom is great, she really is. when shes in a great mood, you can talk
to her about anything. boys, school, friends, shit thats going on,
drama, kyle, her work, anything. problems are solved by her. shes
accepted who she is, and is fine with the way she's living life.
although we dont talk as much as we should, our times when we're in the
car, at the mall, or just on the couch are very precious. today, i sent
her a picture of me and her at best buy when i was getting a new
camera, and it was just the two of us. she asked if i could send it to
her, so i did. and she told me just a few minutes ago that she sent it
to everyone on her email list, including her high school friend that
she hasnt talked to in the longest time. my mom really cares, and does
SO much for me and my brother. she thinks of us way before herself, and
that is the greatest thing she could ever do. she wakes up at 5 just to
pack our lunches, works during the day, comes home to fix us dinner,
and then sees us off to bed around 10. everything that i am today, is
because of my parents, all the lessons they've taught me. my mom has
always told me to be courteous, and write thank you notes. lauren just
told me tonight that when her mom gets thank you notes she wants me to
come over again. my mom is very big on manners, and almost every parent
i meet is greatly impressed with how i act. shes the best, and i love
her to death, seriously. she and her mom talk almost every day, and i
hope that when im older, she and i will be like, because its easy to
share things with her.
kyle:
my idol and role model, and my wonderfully talented older brother. hes
everything that a girl could want, and more. hes handsome, so
courteous, a gentleman, has a great sense of humor, a bit of
immaturity, a 6-pack [yes, he's shown me], muscles, so smart, athletic,
and street smart. i look up to him so much, and its going to be so hard
for me to handle him going to college next year. hes the only person i
can talk to about whats troubling me, because i know he understands
what im going through, whether it be friends, mom, school, or just shit
in general, he listens. during our car rides [mostly on the way home,
because on the way to school, im definitely asleep], we talk, listen to
music, fight, or sit in quiet. hes a great listener, and knows exactly
when to shutup about a subject or advice. hes SO smart. im pretty
jealous, because i know that no matter how much i study, ill never be
the equivalent of kyle. mrs. jamerlen called kyle "the chemistry god"
which is pretty damn hard regarding mr. and mrs. jamerlen teach science
and are geniuses. hes studies like no other, goes through things until
he understands them, and does awesome on tests. hes great at almost
everything he does, and its great that i have a sibling to do that,
because i actually have a goal. i went in band because of him, did CMT
because of him, went to St. Agnes partly because of him, and i want to
continue to be a big part in his life when he goes to college. im
hoping that when i call him or email him he will answer or pick up and
talk to me, and want to talk to me, and not feel obligated to. hes a
huge part of my life, and i would never want to lose that companionship
and brotherly/sisterly love. hes protective of me, and i know he loves
me, and its great. hes awesome, i never want to lose him. hes my
brother! :o)
so school. ill go through my classes, wow, please stop reading if
you're like "this girl is insanneee" cuz i dont care. go fuck yourself,
if you didnt care you wouldnt have read this far!
Chemistry: a damn hard class. Mrs. Contreras sucks at explaining
things, shes very flighty and ditzy, and expects everyone to get every
word that comes out of her mouth. its kinda sad. but ill pass,
especially with kyle! ;o)
Algebra 2: this is a hard class too. sudick isnt the best teacher in
the world, but i know if i need help i can turn to her. she needs to do
something about the wardrobe, agreed?
Multimedia Management: most likely the most boring teacher EVER, Mrs.
Kemnitz. she drones on and on, and has no voice. shes monotone, and it
sucks. but i love photoshop, so i guess they balance?
Catholicism: another boring class. rushing reads RIGHt out of the book,
so you dont even have to pay attention in class, which is extremely
sad. although we cant use laptops, its a shame....
English: hah, you know you'll always have a good time with Lusby. with
her wicked witch of the west's impressions to her 3 witches in macbeth,
you'll die laughing or of shock, especially when she kisses you on the
cheek...
History: By far my favorite, as we all know, Amy is infatuated with
history. but o well, deal. its facinating and cool, and extremely
interesting. melancon has an interesting sense of humor, yet i
understand it and find her funny, odd no?
Spanish: workmans so cool. im actually ENJOYING spanish, shock i know.
its awesome, and the people are ok i guess, not my favs, but o well.
im done, im tired, hot and my fingers hurt like a bitchhhhhh. so i guess ill update another time. good night, sleep good!
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